Aventura III...al revés

Getting back to the United States can be rough. Really rough. Actually telling the story in reverse would be very hard (i tried) so i'll just do it in steps: Resting my head on a pillow atop an air mattress in Raleigh, North Carolina last Saturday night at about 3 am EST, i reflected on the last…who knows how many hours. i now find myself in a library in Cape Carteret, North Carolina near Emerald Isle where i've been at the beach house for five days. Kirsten is probably in Ukraine by now (pray for her!) and Ukraine’s Football Club (that’s soccer) also plays today. i arrived in Raleigh on Saturday evening a whole day after I was supposed to. i arrived at New York’s JFK early Friday night in order to catch a flight to Raleigh, but found that my flight was cancelled due to weather. Not only that, but i find that all the flights out of JFK to Raleigh for the next three days are booked solid with filled standby lists. There are some options: La Guardia Airport has some flights which leave tomorrow, but i've only got $40 US. Of course neither American Airlines (the associate airline i'm flying with) nor British Airways (the line I bought the ticket from) will do anything to help me—no transportation, no lodging, nothing. Having just arrived from London and before that Málaga, i'm tired, but i decide, hey, i'll take the 4pm flight out of La Guardia, get a cheap place to stay and see the city in the morning before having to get to the airport! Right… Except that i'm in New York City, one of the most expensive places in the world and i've got my suitcase, my guitar, and my backpack. For now i don’t really dwell on this fact, but instead go to visit Kyle Warner who is also in the airport after his flight. We left Spain at the same time, only he went through Madrid. His flight leaves early in the morning to LA. When all is said and done, he will actually be on Catalina Island before i leave New York (quite a feat, Catalina Express ride included). Unfortunately for him he’s got a busted toe. The cab ride from JFK to La Guardia would have cost me $25 minimum, and up to $35 or higher, so I opt to “do it my way.” i board the Airtrain (JFK’s tram service) which connects me to the Subway system. To exit costs me $5. i also buy two dollars’ worth of credit to get me on the subway in the right direction. Of course, no trains actually go to La Guardia so i'll have to change to a bus. Bus Q33 to be precise. i exit the Subway system at 74th/Roosevelt in Queens and i look for some food. i head across the rain-kissed New York street to a Subway sandwich establishment and get a footlong—half for now, half for later. Boarding the bus, i expect to have to pay another $2, but an attendant informs me that my $2 for the Subway ride actually covers my transfer (sweet!) so i make it to La Guardia having spend about $12 total: $5 for a sandwich and $7 for transportation. Of course it took me longer and was slightly more difficult, but certainly more adventurous. At least now i still have some money to buy food. What’s really great is that since my arrival i've been able to use my cell phone which has free nationwide roaming! i had been contemplating my options to find out if there was anyone i knew in New York with whom i could stay for the evening, but no one came to mind, at least that i could get into contact with immediately. i ended up sleeping for about 3 choppy hours atop my luggage while i waited for the AA ticketing counter to open to try to get on an earlier flight. i got on standby for a flight in the morning, but it got cancelled, too. So i ended up going out on my initial 4pm flight. After i FINALLY got to Raleigh, i met up with my aunt, got picked up by my grandma, went back to the house, took a nap, and then picked up my family en route from San Jose…

Big Toe. Sweet movie from some Chapman film students, and also Kyle’s problem. After staying up all night our last night in Granada and going to the sulfur thermal baths (Los Baños Santa Fe) we arrive back at the house to pack up our stuff and catch the bus to our flight. Kyle grabs his stuff and proceeds to loudly fall down the stairs and smash his toe. He’s limping the whole way and says it might be broken. Later he finds out it’s not, but he sprained it and jammed his toenail in a bit (ouch!).

During our stay in Granada we were with Kyle’s host family, seen below. They were extremely hospitable and generous with their time and space and FOOD! (it was VERY excellent, let me tell you) We got laundry done, went swimming in their pool, slept like kings, drank Gazpacho every day (at least i did!), and got a great sampling of other choice Spanish cuisine, gracias a Mariola. It was great to see Kyle in his habitat, and share some experiences with him that no one else ever will! Some highlights include: visits to La Bodeguilla with friends and family, Susana’s birthday party in the countryside, riding with Rober, Popy, Eva, driving to Pampaneira, Celia’s cumpleaños, La Alhambra, self-cleaning public toilets, a new office party, La Feria (yikes!), and little to no sleep. Kyle got more photos of folks on his digital camera than i got on my disposables (what you see below) so check those out if you get a chance.

To close (or begin) the last part of our story, our trip to Granada was as follows: we left Barcelona (with sad hearts…Pijus and Ivan der Schreckliche were great hosts!) and we took a bus to Valencia. After arriving in Valencia we found a hostal and went to go see a free blues concert by a band from Chicago! We had passed them warming up when we were looking for a place to spend the night and got the scoop. The next day we went to El Mercado Central de Valencia and it was AMAZING! Very cool and lots of fun—we got food for the whole day. We got our stuff and boarded a bus to Murcia for the next leg of the journey. We played on the street for a final time in the central square in front of the Cathedral as we waited for the office of tourism to open so we could find a place to stay. After finding a place, we walked around town a bit and saw some stuff and then went back to the pensión to get some rest and talk about the next leg of the journey. Getting up the next day, we went to the Mercado Central, this time in Murcia, and did the same thing. So fun! i wish we had stuff like that in the US. Then we went to Granada.

May i just take this opportunity to say that i am so blessed to have been able to travel with Kyle Christopher Warner. A man of God and an encouragement in many ways (also a challenge!), Kyle taught me more about what true fellowship is like. We grew as friends and as brothers in Christ and i hope that the Lord has great things in store for us for years to come.
Proverbs 27:17


Welcome to Granada!
left to right: Luisa, Cándido (El Candi), Enríque, Celia, Cristóbal, Maria, Mariola


Refuge from el calor plastante.


View from windows of La Alhambra toward Granada.


Sueños de La Alhambra. El Cielo que brilla.


¡Qué modelos!


Maria y Cristóbal en el autobús


L2R: Cristóbal, Maria, Popy, Pili


¡Hasta luego amigas, compañeras!
L2R: Cristóbal, Luisa, Popy, Maria, Eva, y yo

Aventura II

Leaving Barcelona...
Backpackers House BCN has been very good to us and the international atmosphere is fantastic. We have met people from all over Europe (Poland, Sweden, Germany, the Netherlands, Italia, England, Austria -- at least) and even some folks from our side of the globe, both north and south (The Great White North, Oregon, Minnesota, Mexico, Argentina, Peru, and Chile). Much like my last time in Barcelona about a year ago (Al of Alberguest, an affiliate of the hostal we´re staying in saved Kirsten and i from wandering Las Ramblas at 3 in the morning!) this place has been a great home base and a lot of fun. i hope we can find other places like it before we get to Granada, but we´ll see. One thing Kyle and i have been finding is that it doesn´t matter where you go in our world because you will always meet people from all over the place, so in a sense one need not travel to experience world cultures. Of course there is something unique about going to a foreign place and seeing things of eras-gone-by and the deeds of men and women of yore, but essentially what we´ve found is that one ought to keep an open mind about people in general or one will learn nothing. You can travel across the globe and still not learn anything about mankind, yourself, the world, or the deepest yearning in the depths of your soul. This is something that we´ll have to keep in mind when we get back stateside and is something that we hope you all are doing no matter where you are: listening to people. Relating to them, hearing there story, being present to their needs and being ready to serve them, whether or not you´ll get anything in return. Even in smaller community there are things you´ve never seen or discovered, often because people and things become masked by routine. Like the sage Pijus once said, "lo peor es la rutina" (routine sucks!), but as we all know, it is necessary in part for people to function together and to get anything done. Like the words of the song "El Ritmo del Mundo" say, "cada día descubro secretos nuevos / y me dan el principio para soñar." Let´s discover the new secrets in our lives, and maybe, if we´re daring, dream a little.

FOTOS!!!





Lute/Laúd


A less well know work of Gaudí


Siempre de moda








Mmmmmmm...


¡Hasta Luego!

Aventura 1

We arrive in Málaga. Really Kyle is already there and he´s got a hostel all ready for us at €15 a night. Little do i know that i´m going to get eaten alive by a million mosquitos at this place. ...and kill not a few on the walls, splattering their (my?) blood everywhere. Anyway, we walk around, talk a hike up the hill for a breath taking view of the city and we sleep. We eat at a place called Quitapenas and have tapas. The next day we eat at a restaurant for breakfast and meet a waiter from La Mancha. He recommends Mago de Oz and Extremaduro as good Spanish music we should check out. We go to Candilelas, the music store he also recommends, and find out that both seem like crazy metal/hard rock which we opt to check out when we get back to the States, especially since we have no CD player. We then go to the Arab baths and stay for 3 and a half hours with an exfoliating massage with oil and salt (whoa!) enjoying the sala de descanso (rest room) drinking tea and sitting on pillows and recliners. Tranquilo. Then we check out the Alcazaba of Málaga, which has many similarities to La Alhambra de Granada, which we may see later. We do some more stuff and go to sleep. We wake up, go to the pedestrian zone, and play some tunes. We break two strings and earn €3. We then take bus 19 to the highway and start to hitch-hike. Rafael from Paraguay, a truck driver, picks us up. Then Noah, an East German. Then two blokes from the UK. Then 3 Spanish gypsies. After a long day of travelling, we arrive in Ronda. BEAUTIFUL. God´s country. We spend some days in Ronda, hitch-hike to Sevilla, ride the bus back to Ronda with Lilia and do some more stuff in Ronda and send her on her way back to Granada. There was some more stuff, blah blah blah and i left out some details, so deal with it. We are currently in Barcelona. Here´s some documentation:

La Alcazaba de Málaga


El campo alrededor de Ronda


La puente nueva de Ronda


Autostop II


Kyle has slightly more trouble getting rides...


Grant and his kids came too.


Stay tuned: more adventures to come!

BCN

Bueno. Hemos Llegado. Tenemos cuentos de aventura hasta el cuello. Que vendrán pronto, ¿vale?

-Cristóbal y Pepe-

¡Venga, hombre!

Couldn't resist.

Rock and Roll?
Drugs?

Hostage Being Held

until someone does something awesome such as fill my house with hand-woven baskets from ceiling to floor, builds a samoan hammock hut in the back yard for ten, or...

comes over and cooks me dinner and hangs out with me.


Those are my terms and they are non-negotiable, otherwise webface here get whacked.

Happy Mother's Day

to all the mothers out there! i would in particular like to thank my mom, Cheryl and my grandmothers Grandma Jones and Grandma Choate. Let's all take a moment to let the women in our life know that they are special!

Two Points

1.Old Man: "Looks like you were up before breakfast this morning..."
Whipper-Snapper: "Well, i wasn't eating in my sleep!"


2. "i can't find your shorts, so i guess you're just going to have to go without them!"

i wish.

Moving on...

Well.
in other news.

school is almost out and i've a few more projects/essays left over. This week is going to be particularly crazy and assignmentful. i'm really excited for school to be over and for this summer to begin. It's high time.

Wow, that was random! Sorry about that...



i'm really stoked for the play to premiere as well. It's been faily cool to be part of, but unfortunately quite stressful and annoying as well. It should be good...i hope.

Due to brain farts and prolonged staring i'm going to wrap this up and hope that i don't explode.

Snippets of: An Interview with Carmen Laforet

"You are sweetness and light, I can see myself in your eyes."
(a Mother's Day poem from Agustin to his mother, Carmen)

Interviewer: If you could speak with a writer from the past, whom would you pick?
Laforet: No one, because I have their works. I believe that writers are their books, although once in a while you may meet someone wonderful who is both a writer and your friend.
(My true feelings about Aro...*sigh*)

CL: ...I also won a prize for La mujer nueva, but I forget what it was called.
Interviewer: Not only one, but two of the most prestigious ones: the Menorca Prize and the National Prize for Literature. So I know more about your work than you do, and I am going to become your biographer along with your son!
CL:Yes, you know a lot more, because I forget about things like this.
(yeah!)

CL:...My father remarried, which was a very trying thing for me because my stepmother was very nasty.
Interviewer: You were determined to leave home and study in Barcelona?
CL: My father and stepmother didn't want me to take the trip. So I had to blackmail my father with something I don't want to talk about. I actually turned eighteen on the boat on my way over to the mainland.
(crazy! i laughed a lot when i read this.)

"Carmencita, tell us a story, tell us a story." My brothers still remember the stories I made up about captains who had to be three years old because if they were older they were not worth mentioning.

Interviewer: Do you still play with reality and fantasy? Can you keep them apart?
CL: It is one and the same thing. Reality is made up of dreams, impulses, friendships. Sometimes I think there is no reality at all. But I don't like to philosophize, you know...
(sorry Grant!)

CL: I lead a very quiet and peaceful life, I am always available to help out someone in need, and I value my freedom, so I don't like to be surrounded by many things. In fact, I throw many things way. The other day, I came across a blouse a friend of mine gave me when I lost my suitcase during one of my trips. She thought it was a tragedy, but I didn't see it that way. I didn't mind going to the lecture not wearing a pretty dress and nice shoes. I like to think that I own very little, and that it can all fit in those two suitcases I never open. The next time I go on a trip I will take only hand baggage.
Interviewer: Who is Carmen Laforet?
CL: Who is she? I don't know.
Interviewer: But you have known her all your life! Who is she?
CL: Nobody, nobody.
Interviewer: What do you mean by nobody?
CL: An average person, for whom at any given moment friendship is what matters most. What I cannot bear is that false publicity given about me.

He's got the whole world in His hands

I fear no evil for You are with me
Strong to deliver mighty to save

He's got the whole world in His hands

Progress

My first phone. AT&T Wireless (before they went belly up). An old Nokia.


My second phone. On AT&T Wireless to start and then devoured by Cingular, which still somehow has no idea what they're doing and doesn't care about how many people got screwed by being 'transferred' from AT&T. Another Nokia. This one got stolen or lost (i think i left it in front of my house). 'Twas a shame because i had some cool old pics on it which i'll never get back. :(



Sort of the same deal as the last phone. Crappy ATT/Cingular/something/no service (no reception in my house including my own room and a crazy pirate signal which hijacks any and all speakers or radio systems causing them to malfunction and make weird noises. How i hated this.) The phone was ok in some ways, but very annoying in others. Special thanks to Krista of the Pine Street house for letting me have this though, to tide me over 'til the switch.


My current phone. Sleek, new, exciting, sly. Mostly great features, a few annoyances. The best part, though, is no pirate radio hijacking and reception EVERYWHERE IN MY HOUSE. Great reception most places, actually. Verizon kicks Cingular's singular cellular butt.

Engrish

"If any native speaker of English would have seen this, they could have easily told them to fix it! Horrible."
-Kirsten

(click on image to read it
...sorry it's unreadable as is)

Aro poignantly pointed out how lost we'd all be trying to write in Vietnamese. All the characters are so similar, so how could you tell the difference between them, like, say between an 'l' and a 't'?

i like positor food, myself.

Slap!

This year it occurs on Thursday April 20th.
Check it out!

Also-video! A little long with a few unneccessary parts, but definitely worth braving for a few minutes!



it's coming....

Brandon White

He's a magnetic poet
Shifting slightly,
Pondering cautiously,
Trying to determine
the perfect order
of words and rhythm
and perhaps rhyme.

He arranges the pieces
on the refridgerator
He magnetizes his audience,
attracted by his artful essence.

True Tales of Bravery and Honor rocks!

i am ready for Easter Break and going up to San Jose with Kirsten.

i am tired of producing for school for professors whom i don't think really have anything valuable to teach me but i have to take their class anyway for my program.

i go through phases.

My cell phone doesn't work in my house! GGGGRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

i like doing crossword puzzles even though they are often too hard for me. Encouragement makes me want to do them even more.

i want to cut down on the sheer amount of stuff i have. Or should i say crap?

i wish i had more time to build and strengthen relationships.

If you can, you should go to the Graphic Design show on Chapman's campus. It goes until Friday and good ol' Jeff Werner has worked on it!

Grant's movie Making Out Like Thieves is pretty good and you can find it here.

How's everyone doing?


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Provided by The Management for your protection

Provided by The Management for your protection.
Provided by The Man for your protection.
Stick it to The Man.
Take it like a man.

Provided by The Government for your protection.
Take it like a man.
Don't stick it to The Man!
Whatever you do, don't stick it to the man.

Protect yourself at all costs.
Use protection at all costs.
Don't expose yourself to anything, EVER that might make you stronger and build immunities, natural or unnatural.
Protect yourself at ALL costs.

Build your immunities.
Be unique.
Get down and dirty.
Dance unabandoned.
Dance undignified.
Sing, shout, and praise UNDIGNIFIED!

Don't be a non-conformist.
Don't be an idealist.
Don't be an activist.
Don't be active.
Don't be alive.
Don't be.
Don't.

Stick it to The Management.
Stick it to the government.
Stick it to the man.

God is bigger than

the air i breathe, this world we'll leave
God will save the day
and all will say
My Glorious!
My Glorious!

The owl of Minerva spreads its wings only with the falling of the dusk

Sometimes sweet things happen to me and i'm the only one who knows about them. God and i. i find this to be one of the most fulfilling things ever. Even though i try to explain them to others, it's virtually impossible to re-create the exact circumstances which made said sweet things funny, amazing, exciting, worthwhile, etc.

Wo ist bei ihm Anfang und Ende?

i need your touch
i need your love
i need your holiness
to rest upon me
---------------------
i will sing
and make music
to my LORD.
i will sacrifice myself
with shouts of joy.
For He
He is worthy
to be praised
---------------------
What can wash away my sin?
What can make me whole again?
Nothing but the blood.
Nothing but the blood
of Jesus
---------------------
i need your touch
i need your love
i need your holiness
to rest upon me

This is great: Lost Moon of 1971

Balderdash! But what's this?!?!?! lost moon of 1971

When lacking your own words, steal! (or don't...)

"Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." Hebrews 11:1

Borrowed from a fellow borrower--from the original source (i hope):
"Great spirits have always found violent opposition from mediocrities. The latter cannot understand it when a man does not thoughtlessly submit to hereditary prejudices but honestly and courageously uses his intelligence."
-Albert Einstein

a similar case of borrowing:
"The world is a dangerous place to live, not because of the people who are evil, but because of the people who don't do anything about it."
-Albert Einstein

i created an account and edited my first Wikipedia entry. It was about Chapman University. i also read a record number of entries (for me) and learned some things. Which could be entirely false.
...but prob'ly aren't! (this one's for you Kali--> ask me why later)
Yay learning!

i saw this bird in Irvine Regional Park and then, guess what? It appeared in this article! Crazy!

It truly looked magnificent, too.

14: number of teeth i have on the top row.
14: number of teeth i have on the bottom row.
28: total number of MY teeth!

Orange in anguish! (...ok, so this alreay happened.)

(Both photos w/text taken from Foothills Sentry Feb. 14, 2006 issue)

i'm done for now. It's past me bed-time!

wuhwuhwuh!

i have internet!!! Everyone do a dance! i finally got ahold of the guy who set up our system and i now know what the problem is/was and i know how to fix it in the future! Isn't that grand? i think so. In other news, and in relation to the title, apparently the Italians don't have the letter 'w' in their language, and apparently they've only got 22 characters? This is just by hearsay--i'll look it up on wikipedia or something. But anyway, Herr Ter-Jung (Frau Ter-Jungs Mann natürlich!) told me that they just say 'wuhwuhwuh' to mean 'www' since they don't have a w! Crazy! Now that i think about it, it must be quite common actually, especially for folks with non-western characters such as Arabs or the Chinese, for instance.

Update! Apparently, wikipedia says that there are 21 natural characters in the Italian language and the other 5, which exist in English and German for instance, now have modern equivalents and are only used to spell foreign words or borrowed phrases. Coincidentally, the Olympics are also being held in Italy. The only person i can think of who MIGHT read this who knows Italian is Ed. But that's not too likely i don't think. If you know Italian (or any other language other than English) please post it! Maybe even write a word, phrase, or song in this foreign tongue which you deliciously know! Hoo-ha, boy!

something to read

hey folks, go to Aro's webie slowseason and read about Bono's speech at the National Prayer breakfast. That is all.
♥

El chiquitico dicho costarricense, otra vez chiquitillo

i love Costa Ricans man. They say cool things in their español, their attitudes are pretty laid back, and they usually say ¡pura vida! over the course of a conversation. Of course, this is not always the case and there are some very impoverished Tico families, not to mention immigrants from Nicaragua (which are very stigmatized and controversial, sort of like the Mexican population in California, but still very different in many ways).

i have been to the rainforest/jungle twice, both times in the province of Limón, which were both fabulous in their own ways. i saw "balas" which are humongous ants (balas literally means "bullets") along with many other types of flora and fauna which these eyes have ne´er afore seen. i saw some toucans, but only from afar and usually flying, so they were difficult to really closely observe. i saw some neon-colored, likely poisonous frogs which were very cool. Some of the trees in the jungle are astounding with their trunk systems and all the vines that twist and twangle and twine around everything. There are many and i´ll gladly tell you about them (or show you photos) in person if you so desire.

i have been having an interesting time living with a family who i both love dearly and get really annoyed with at the same time. i have learned a lot from them and had fun, but will be glad to go back to my own place. i certainly have had an opportunity to practice some day to day Spanish with them and have learned some of the local coloquialisms and sayings. In about an hour the whole group will depart for Playa Manuel Antonio, which is a beach on the Pacific coast side of the country. i regret not having the opportunity to go to Puerto Limón where the music is ripe with Carribean flavor and about which i have learned much and am very intrigued. Perhaps another time. i have gained a greater understanding of the geographic, economic, and social situation, not only here in Costa Rica, but also in the rest of Central America. i have met people from all over the place in Latin America, and even from different places in the States, which is always fun. Welp, class is about to start, so i need to go, but i´m going to upload some photos onto my photos page pretty soon. If i can´t do it before we leave, i´ll do it when we get back on Monday. There´s the bell, gotta fly!

¡Pura vida!

Welp, Costa Rica is fabulous, things are crazy with school and activities and i need to go home! (meaning back to my host family´s place.) i guess we´ll be playing billiards tonight which sounds awesome. Class is pretty cool; i´ve got an instructor from the Limon province named Ilda. She´s excellent and super interesting. My host family is nice and welcoming but a little exhausting to deal with at times. Not as understanding as Frau Schottke in Salzburg was. ´Til now i´ve been to the rainforest, participated in a Temazcal (similar to a Native American sweat lodge), to downtown San Jose (Costa Rica of course...i sometimes have to clarify that i´m from San Jose, California, which is fun), to a graveyard near the school with my guitar, and much more. Hopefully i can write a better update tomorrow or something and figure out if i´ll be able to post photos! love in the LORD, ac

Welcome 2006 and adios E.E. U.U.!

Hey folks, just thought i'd write a little somethin to ring in the new year and give my regards to everyone (or no one) before i travel to Costa Rica! i'm planning on doing some e-mail updates as well as posting some photos online if technology allows whilst i'm in the Central American nation. If i can't do that while i'm still in the country, i'll definitely post them after i get back to CA. Today i have many things to do including reading and packing for the trip, so i best get moving! Love in Him,
ac

Quote Time

"You may burn my flesh and bones
and throw my ashes to the four winds,"
smiled one of them.
"Yet my voice shall linger on
and in the years to come
the young shall ask what was the idea
for which you gave me death
and what was I saying
that I must die for what I said."
-Carl Sandburg, The People, Yes

"Her hair is pulled back in a ponytail and she wears tan shorts and sandals. No makeup. Nothing but the truth."
-from Peter Hedges' Novel What's Eating Gilbert Grape

"ENUF SED"
-a license plate on a lame white Hummer i saw today which looks like it should be called Toasty Ghosty or maybe Bummer.

"Whatever you are, be a good one."
-Abraham Lincoln (1809-1865)

"The way to get started is to quit talking and begin doing."
-Walt Disney (1901-1966)

"Crap! Where is that book?"
-Me trying to find another awesome quote i found

"??????"
-you adding your own awesome quote!

College is hard when you don't manage your time early on in the semester.

One ten-pager down
two essays to go
one is not short
and the other is so
The short one i'll finish
this night 'fore my screen
it will be the most rapid
busting out you've ever seen.
Lord give me peace
cause i need it right here
and whisper Your Love
right into my ear.
Let me sing Your sweet song,
pray to You, give You praise,
and serve You despite This for all of my days.

in other news: applesauce! (i know, it was SO hard to guess...)


also a favorite from Salzburger Land:

lesser representaion of HIS Love

Taken from:

"All I want is all-consuming, life-changing, heart-pounding, intellectually stimulating, totally forgiving, unrelentless, never ending, soul sharing, blood-pumping, utterly intense, utterly passionate, utterly unmistakable, forever encouraging, Can't Possibly Live Without You, perpetually connected, Your Breath Is My Breath, never ever looking back, unconditional two-become-one kinda love.

I mean, come on, that's not too much to ask for, is it?"

No, no. i don't think so. i won't be settling for any less anyway.

Politics and Ingredients

Not only does this woman have a funny name, she's also President of the League of Women Voters of California. Go JJ.


Guess what this is! (i know, it's really hard - i'll post the answer later)


An even MORE funny name! Who ever said reading the voter's general election packet was a waste of time?!?


ps: i actually did vote and i don't remember at the moment what i voted on these propositions, or even what they stood for, for that matter. Maybe i'll look them up when i post the answer to my clue game. Either way ALL of the propositions were defeated this election. Yay politics!

Some Facts

-i love thanksgiving.
-Family can be tricky business.
-Family can also be amazingly wonderful.
-Friends are fantastic.
-Over the break i visited the cave system at UC Santa Cruz with my brother, Travis and the Simms bros, Gregg and Dillon.
-My dad, brother, and i all helped around my grandma's house. My dad and i worked on some appliances and my brother took initiative and planted some bulbs. Yay flowers!
-My brother is applying to colleges, Arizona State, San Francisco and San Jose State, and Caly Poly San Luis Obispo are among the candidates. Yay college!
-Small group is tonight and that's great. i'm excited.
-i got the new Fighting Jacks demo in the mail from Mike today. i haven't listened to it yet, but i really want to. i just know that it will be very good.
-And lastly, guess who was on my flight from San Jose to Orange County? That's right. John Kerry. Seated in First Class.

a montage

urban autumn cactus


her distant cousin


4?


She Conquers Nonetheless


"Our house / in the middle of the street"


tribute to Aro


Excuse me, where is literacy night?


here.

two am, but i need this

-i do not understand what i do. For what i want to do i do not do, but what i hate i do. And if i do what i do not want to do, i agree that the law is good. As it is, it is no longer i myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. i know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For i have the desire to do what is good, but i cannot carry it out. For what i do is not the good i want to do; no, the evil i do not what to do--this i keep on doing. Now if i do what i do not want to do, it is no longer i who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.
-So i find this law at work: when i want to do good, evil is right there with me. For in my inner being i delight in God's law; but i see another law at work in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within my members. What a wretched man i am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? Thanks be to God--through Jesus Christ our Lord!
-So then, i myself in my mind am a slave to God's law, but in the sinful nature a slave to the law of sin.

people from a different time warp

Level One across the bridge and over the tumultuous water

Level Two up in the trecherous mountainous regions

Level Three in the shrine at the inane dead end

blog hate

So here i am trying to blog and also thinking that i still need to fix my page so that non-Firefox users can view it error-free and i end up with this. NO real meaningful, analytical entry, AND my profile and archives are at the WAY WAY bottom of the page. And i still need to write! But i can't right now! Help!

this is a week. let's go.

Blog?

Who even has time to keep these things up!? School is crazy, man, just crazy. Today i have a Weight Training midterm (ha?) and i get my Spanish midterm back which NO ONE in the class finished, so that should be fun...

Work is going fine, but of course it's hard to balance school work with work work and other less important things, like, you know, sleep and time with friends... And what if i need to play my guitar? i broke a string yesterday! At least i don't have to work on the weekends, though it feels like it sometimes. Kirsten and i were going to try to go to Seattle over Christmas break, but that's not going to fly anymore. Instead we are going up to San Jose, and Simms' Tahoe cabin for a week-ish. Plus New Year's will be in NorCal! Rock on!

Sometime i will figure out how to reformat my site so that people with Internet Explorer can view it normally--i hope.

i need Jesus today.